Saturday, March 12, 2011


*To My Daddy*

I will never say goodbye to you my Father
cause I know this is not the end for us to see each other.
You will only be going to a place where there’s no pain nor suffering.
I am happy for you, for you will be with God.
For now we need to go in separate ways.
I remember how your arms held me and give me strength.
You were always there to listen, love, and defend me in everything.
You were my very best friend.
In my triumphs you were always proud.
In my darkest days you never gave up on me, no matter what pain I caused you,
You made me stronger.
I’m very grateful and proud to call you my daddy.
Here deep inside my heart you’ll always be.
I would give up everything I have just to hug you one more time.
I remember the last time I held you’re hand and how you looked at me in the eyes.
I remember
If only I could turn back the time I would have never let you go.
I felt the world stop and my heart stop beating when they told me you’re gone…….
How I wish I was only dreaming.
Just like the rain; tears fell down from my eyes, I couldn’t speak for a while.
Thank you Dad….
For always understanding, listening , caring, and loving me for the rest of your life.
The greatest gift God gave me was YOU…….. my Dad…
It’s difficult to let you go but I must…
I must return the gift God gave me…
Keep Alexes close and safe, tell my baby girl I love her.
Till then;
See you in Heaven……
I love you with all my heartagram
Forever your daughter,


This is from Mother's Day, 2009 at Kayara's in Cape Coral...


***goofy face on my part due to a "Vinny Last Second Butt Grab" {you would not believe how many pic's I have like this lol}***

Truck show in Wildwood, FL. Taken last April...


This was taken only a couple months before he passed. I forgot all about this picture till I opened up a folder titled "Welding" about two weeks ago. This was the first one that popped up, looking at me like would never know this but secretly he loved having his picture taken. :)


More over the week, or early next week.

Have a beautiful day everyone. :)

BTW...if you can, send some love & positive thoughts to Bear. A friend of his {Michael} from school died two nights ago, he just found out in school yesterday and he is really hurting again.
Too much for a kid to go thru, I mean has to stop sometime, right?



Shiela in NY said...

PHEW! Kayara's letter also brought tears to my eyes. Losing a parent is so doggone hard. :( I'm SO SORRY Kody is going through another loss -- gosh, the poor kid.

And to end on a happy note, I chuckled when I read about "YOUR" silly face (or whatever word you used). I had NOT noticed that but once I read what you wrote and went back to the pic YOUR face was not what made me chuckle but KARL'S did! He looked like he'd been caught - lol - !! :)

Anonymous said...

Another great letter! Oh, I can totally see the look on is face that he just grabbed your butt. He has the look like "oh yes I did"! lol
Poor Kody...another loss. Way too much heartbreak for that boy lately!

Kody Follower

Dot O said...

Love the pics of Karl. I love him in contrast with the pink of that one tractor trailer. However, I so love the welding one. It shows a tough exterior but the look in his eyes says shows so much love.

Prayers always continuing. The letters your kids wrote are wonderful and I'm sure Karl heard each and every word written to him.

I am constantly sending my thoughts and prayers your way....

Jenner said...

Beautiful letter from Kayara. I love the pics..especially the "but grab" - the looks on both yours & Karls faces are priceless! Kody, I'm sorry about your friend from school. I've heard the Lord only gives you what you can handle...Damn, He must think you have big shoulders. It's just so much for you to deal with. Hang in there. Love, Hugs & Prayers to all of you, and an extra hug for the Bear.
Jen from WI


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