I really worry about Kolin. He is hell bent on making sure that I know it is his job and his job only to take over where his Dad left off. He tells me all the time, he is the man who Daddy left in charge. This kills me cuz there is so much stress and sadness sometimes and he shouldn't always have to hold it in just to make everyone feel better believing he is strong. Just for the record...he breaks down quite often too, but he never realizes that I know.
Life goes on.... Though your miles away, and I miss you.