Pink Hair...

Embrace that youth while you still can Chicka LOL!!







Love you Kaysha and I love that your home again!!!!

14 Months

Two days ago we hit the 14 months since he's been gone date.
It was one of those days, saw my red bird first thing in the morning driving Kolin to school, it flew right in front of my car...then again when I was out taking a walk, two of them actually the male and female chasing each other around a tree, it was really sweet...it always reminds me of how we used to be.

Anyway, that night I really wanted to just go to bed, it was late...well late for me, maybe about ten thirty, lol.
I wanted to get some pictures printed for Kyle and I decided to upload them to Walgreens before I turned in.
While I was waiting for the upload, I, without any reason at all {cuz we all know I get very caught up in it}, clicked over to Facebook. That's when I decided to get nosy and see what this whole "timeline" thing is about.
Some people hate it, others love it, personally I was one who really didn't care, but WOW...did my mind get changed.
I'm a FB Timeline lover now. :)

So here I was sitting in my room on the computer, in the dark, the whole house completely quiet and as always I am having my mind racing a hundred miles an hour with my Vinny thoughts.

This was literally my very first click on "timeline"...



If that wasn't a sign from my Vinny...what else possibly could be?

Madison Grace

It's official, we found out tonight...

Karyelle is having a girl!!



Our family grows by one again. :)

Happy V-Day

Very sorry that I am late in wishing everyone a Happy Valentines Day.
I hope you all had a beautiful one. :)



We definitely tried to make the best out of another holiday, not really a real holiday so it wasn't too bad.
My memories brought me back to Vinny, of course, and the way he would always say V-Day wasn't a real holiday and if he needed one day to prove his love for me, then he couldn't have loved me that much.
With that I'd always say "Sooooo, chocolate is out of the question?" and he would always say "No..go get yourself some the next day when it's half off".
LOL...silly little things like that make me laugh so much some days.

Kaysha moved back home for a while. The school she wants to go to is way closer, and it's actually really cool that I have a female around here all the time.
I love my boys but...WOW...they are boys.

Please pray, if you can for Bear.
He was recently admitted into the hospital again for shunt problems.
Lately he has found himself back into a depression, grieving is still weighing very heavy on him.
I'm taking him to see a new counselor tomorrow, he never really could bond with the first one. He's 16 and talking about puppies and rainbows and asking him to draw his feelings with a crayon just wasn't cutting it.

Anyway, he could really use some prayers, if you could. :)



Thank you. :)

Adriana, bless her heart...spends a lot of time here lately. I love having her around, it really helps take my mind off things.
Here's a recent picture of her, I'll put more up real soon.



Life continues to go on, as life does. The veil of grief hasn't lifted...not yet and that's OK by me.
I miss him more and more everyday.
I wish so bad to feel human again. Sometimes I wonder if that will ever really happen?

Take care everyone.

XOXO